Што кажува за мене фактот дека полесно ми е спонтано и без никакви проби да се качам на сцена и да играм пред 300 луѓе, отколку да се јавам негде на телефон да направам термин? 😅
I think about this a lot because I am the person who has almost no friends, and who struggles with friendships. I don't know if I've always been the victim and I have run through things in my head of friendships I've lost a million times. https://t.co/h1cGCfj2Wa
I recently got an ADHD diagnosis and am pursuing an autism one, so that has helped me accept some things. But I don't know when I'll stop hearing the things people have said behind my back or thinking about people just disappearing without even a goodbye. It will never not hurt.
I know I am the person who would give an arm and a leg for the people I care about. And I try so hard to be good to people. And still, all the times people have just left me or disappeared on me have left me asking every possible friend: "Just tell me if I'm bothering you."
It came to the point that my social anxiety was so bad I was even afraid to try and make friends with people. It's gotten better, largely due to two colleagues turned friends who have been amazing and who reassure me every chance they get that I am not a waste of space.
I literally wrote one of my colleagues a letter asking if I was breaking our friendship because I had gotten in my head that he might be mad at me because I responded to a message he sent me by mistake. Lvl of anxiety: 1.000.000.
Брзи биле скутерите и опасно се возело. 😂 Денес на пат накај работа ме претицаа четири е-точаци и еден ќе се лупнеше во мене. Да, треба да се едуцираат луѓето како да се користат ама вакви изјави се лицемерни. https://t.co/1IVVT6fAHx